This is my first Journal。

I-... Did'nt wanted to write a Journal... 'Cause my English is not perfect, even if... well, it's better than my French, ne, 'Kachan? -laugh-
I talk wayyy- better in Japanese.
But-... I was in my room practicing some new songs and then my brother went and... he seemed mad, or just sad? I won't tell you what he said 'cause I don't want to... betray him.
I realized that... I don't come on DeviantArt a lot... I am not an artist, and I see almost all my friends every day. I made an account just for the fun... I did not realized that some of my friends had hidden problems and talk about it only there...
Okay... To tell you the truth... Last time I came to DeviantArt... I was chocked by Kachan's cousin's mother's death... and scared to lose my mother.
I feel really bad right now. I wish I was a better friend than this last days. Because I really love you all my friends...
I am here. For you all.

Shinya-kun! You're such a.... aaaa... ooh boy! You should tell me what's happening without breaking my book shelf XD Where will I sleep tonight?



TRUTH

Fukai umi no soko Nemutteru kaigara mitai ni
Subete wo tozashite Kono mama de ii no to itsuwaru

Hikari ni kazashita GLASS-dama no mukou ni mieta
Fushigi iro hikaru Mirai wo shinjiteita no ni ne

Otona ni nareba naru hodo Taisetsu na mono ga koboreteku
Kizukeba kagami ni utsuru Jibun sae shiranai watashi

Sabishikute kowaresou ni naru Anata wo aishiteiru
Tatta hitotsu dake no shinjitsu Se wo mukete me wo tojita
Omoi wo tachikiru you ni

Okubyou na kokoro Kakushita manma de waratteru
Itamu hidarigawa Kizukanu furi shite yarisugosu

Nami ni nomarenai you ni Kaze ni mo sakarawanai you ni
Odayaka ni sugosu toki wa Dore hodo no imi ga aru darou?

Kurushikute sakebisou ni naru Anata wo aishiteiru
Tatta hitotsu dake no shinjitsu Mukiaeta nara itsuka
Omoi wa todokimasu ka?

Sabishikute kowaresou ni naru Anata wo aishiteiru
Tatta hitotsu dake no shinjitsu Dakishimete me wo tojita
Omoi tashikameru you ni

Kurushikute sakebisou ni naru Anata wo aishiteiru
Tatta hitotsu dake no shinjitsu Mukiaeta nara itsuka
Omoi wa todokimasu ka?

Anata wo aishiteiru...

ジュテーム 三日月。